happy holidaze
happy early 4/20 fellow ents
i’ve got my j’s pre-rolled, my brownies on the ready, my nails painted green, my rasta colors all set out
i’m ready for christmas !!!
one step softer always
that’s what you said
one step self involved
but how else and what else
all else hurts, is
sin, is metal and ice and burns
—-
i am right there
still standing
survived the brunt of it
because i am, the fittest, the most safe,
the least learned, Darwin in his holiness
could not have seen you coming
like fumigating, like floor finish
you’ve choked me out - i am blue
does it go well with this dress
i am
not enough
for all of the sight of you
but here i am just limping
i’m finding myself slipping
bitter is better; bitter, better for you
that pale as death skin from
scalp to shoulder
so … soft
so sweet i think
if i could only scrape it with my teeth i think
maybe i’d scrape at you too
